you know.. this is actually a song tittle by taylor swift. i do adore taylor cuz she's sooo got her own imagination and dreams.. however the song is actually about what this mummy feels when her son is growing up and it is actually obviously different from what im gonna write here today.. btw.. i chose this tittle because... for just in a few days, im turning 17. and next year ill be 18. sometimes i just wish that i could just stay like when i was children. no worries. no responsibilities. just me and my own world. i wouldnt have to care about what other people might think. about how do i look. about my weight. i dont have to care much about being in love. or i wouldnt even know what does it feels when ur heart breaks. crashed into small pieces. and finding someone, just the right person to mend it. i dont even know what my life would be in 10 or 20 years time. or the meaning of waking up when you had fall once.
i just want to stay when i could turn up to my ibu and abah when i pick a fight with my sis. you know. the times where my sis and i would run to the gate when ibu and abah comes home. i wud cry if im not the first one to open the gate for them.. and the times when mek(my beloved granny) made me "bubur" everytime i got back from taski an nur. thats my tadika la... all of these memories came to the mind's eye as i grow up as i face lotsa challenges in front of me. when i saw the uban in on ibus hair, i know just how much older she has got and justwhen i have to grow up. and be .. brave..
things just wudnt be the same. however. life is what you think. so think nice.
"i slept and i dream that life is easy, i wake up and i realize that life is a duty"
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